Можно я буду бороться за свои права у тебя на коленочках?
@andreynikolaev79 😇❤️ или когда твой муж #жадинаговядина и не разрешает выкладывать фотосессию 😭
И как теперь быть? #мнеестьчтосказатьмиру
Почему #мужчинытакиемужчины ...
Есть тут феминистки? Научите) я совсем не умею феминиздить 🤷♀️ я слабая женщина 🤧 А как же права человека? У всех мужики такие собственники?
#iwillalwaysloveyou #любимыймуж #свободупопугаям
I never thought I would go through this,, I never even considered this to be a possibility. I never got to see you or hear your heartbeat,, I will never get to see your face or watch you grow.. but you will be with me forever. I will always imagine what you liked or what you looked like 💔 #alwaysmybaby#heartbroken#iwillalwaysloveyou
One month with you Brave girl. One month ago they walked me into this dark and quiet room in the NICU and I could barely make out this tiny little baby in a swing. The nurse told me I could pick her up and I remember having no idea what to feel like. I had waited for this moment for so long and suddenly I felt numb. Then a little fear snuck in. Could I really love a baby that wasn’t mine?
I scooped her up and the nurses were telling me so many things. Her feeding schedule, how much to put in the bottles, etc, etc. I just kept nodding, but wasn’t listening to a word they said. Just staring at this tiny thing in my arms, clueless and overwhelmed by all of it. After awhile, they all left and there I was alone with her. She smelled like a newborn. Like perfection. Five minutes went by, then 20.
I kept staring and realizing how fast my heart was beating, and how fast it was breaking for this baby. For her situation. For her mother who should’ve been the one holding her. Fear was replaced by sadness. Then by awe of how brave and beautiful she was. Then love. Yes love. With every min that passed I begin to love her. More and more and more.💓
Now, one month later, I feel like she’s a part of me. We spend every min of the day together. Feeding, changing, snuggling, adoring. I have given myself permission to be lazier than normal. Exercise isn’t happening. I drink a lot of coffee and eat a lot of carbs. I do things like put peanut butter in the fridge, don’t shower much, most days I have no idea what day it is and once, I went to see a friend and realized later that I had my dress on backwards the entire day.🙈😅
But it’s aLLLL good. All the hard stuff can’t compare to the blessing this baby has been to me. There is seriously nothing better than getting to cuddle a baby 24 hours a day! Even if she leaves, it will have all been worth it, and I’ll love her from afar, pray for her forever, knowing that I did the right thing by bringing her here and getting too attached and showing her how to attach back.😭💝 #thisisfostercare