It’s 3 am and I am crying again while trying to reach you... It hurts like hell. I am just hoping that you are aware of everything... I hope you know what we are going through while waiting for you.It has been 21 days already and I am in a mess. This is not me. I can’t know myself anymore. But I know that everything is hard enough for you. So I just want you to be okay... I really don’t care how I am right now but I just need you to be okay. You are important to me more than anyone else in the world. I hope someone is beside you, protecting and comforting you instead of us. I miss you and I trust you till the end. I love you with all of my heart. You are my everything. Until 6 months ago I always though that it‘s impossible to reach you but now I feel like I lost you forever... which scares me the most. I don‘t wanna believe it cause wonho that I know would never leave us like this. I know that you will come at the end but waiting is killing me cause I miss you to death. At least I need to know that you are okay. I lost my way while losing you, hoseok. Now I am in a dark place and I am so scared. You were the one who always protect me. You were my happiness. Now I don‘t even know what is true or not. I always thought ‘What if I lose him, what I am gonna do?’. I never completed my thoughts. I could never bring an end to them. Cause I couldn’t imagine it. I couldn’t imagine a life without you.
Now, you are not here.
And I still refuse to believe. I still can’t think a life without you.
I never imagined it is going to be like this.
I will always wait for you and I will never give up on you. Maybe I am fool I reallg don’t give a fuck but I will always be by your side. No matter what. Cause you didn’t deserve this. I can’t accept the fact that you are having a hard time because dumb & cruel people out there. I can’t handle it.
There are still lots of things that we have to do together. I can’t let you go. You were my light. You were my happiness, Hoseok. And I want my happiness back. Everything is meaningless and empty without you.
Hold my hand again and never let it go.
#monstax #몬스타엑스 #원호 #wonho#leehoseok
10 Stundes vor
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH KIHYUN OUR SOFT HAMSTER AND TO MY SISTER ELI (@lisafunes ) please wish my sister a HAPPY BIRTHMAS👑 I hope kihyun eats all his favorite foods and spends time with his loved ones♥️
Location: Bayu Perdana, Klang
For #imsorry bouquet .
Done for Night .. Any booking whatsapp as the link given.... Now Sandie Suprise Delivery 🌹Siapa yang rasa tak sempat nak bagi Gift Kat Tersayang... Bolehla book dengan kami 🍰#bouquetflower
🍰#Anniversary 🎓 #graduation
🌹#love #newborn baby #im sorry
2 Stundes vor
Bts and animal crossing together makes me happy and I’m in missing hobi hours 🥺
2 Stundes vor
A lo largo del camino del emprendedor, y díganme si no es verdad. Cuando te acercas a prospectar, una de las “excusas “que la gente dice es: ¡No tengo tiempo para reuniones, trabajo mucho! Y eso suena a queja, y sí, cuando una persona no tiene resultados lo siguiente es victimizarse.
Sin embargo, cuando maximizas tu tiempo, te fijas una meta y trabajas en ella, obviamente tendrás resultados positivos.
Cada día, cada hora de trabajo es una oportunidad más para llegar a donde quieres llegar.
Ppl wonder why I carry the demeanor that I do. Because life to short to give a fk about temporary things, people, and situations. #Im not a mean person I just feel I don’t owe others nothing. I don’t hold spots in my life for no one. It’s your choice how things play out 💯 It’s just me!!! ##toblessedtobestressed🙏